I can't do this another 25 years.
When I was in high school, I would see this guy at the train station very often. We never spoke; we just stared at each other and went about our business. Fast forward 20 years, this same guy starts working in the same office building I work in. Not sure if he remembered me, but I definitely remembered him. I would see him so often like we were on the same lunch and break schedule, yet still neither of us says hello, we just look and keep moving. After 2 years of doing this, I changed jobs and moved office buildings. I hadn't seen him in almost 3 years. I totally forgot him. About 4 months ago I changed my mode of transportation to work and sure enough this same guy is on my new train! 25 years later and all we still do is look and say nothing. LOL I mean most people by now would have said something!
Now that he has returned to my life, it's like we are closer in movements. We walk the same path to work, we like to go to the same pastry truck, it literally feels like we are following each other, to the point where if one of us gets to the pastry truck first the other won't get in line. It's too weird to be in the same line together.
I did have a crush on him in high school, about a year before I met my husband. He actually started working in my office building a few months before I got married. I believe he is in a relationship. I don't have a crush on him as an adult. I do however have a great desire to know who he is and why we keep crossing paths. The desire has made me so anxious I actually stopped making eye contact with him for 2 weeks. When I saw him coming on the train I would read a book. When passing him, I would look straight forward and not turn my head. Over the weekend I had been working on manifesting having a conversation with him. Well on Monday, I notice him walking and talking to another female from the same train as us walking the same path we walk. How did I manifest that? LOL
They sound like they knew each other previously. I mean he talks loud enough so I can hear his conversation. I just find it odd the exact day I make eye contact with him again, he's doing the exact same thing I tried to manifest for us. If he's happy I'm happy and I appreciate the visual of them walking and talking as it gives me hope someday we can both get off our high horses and speak to each other. Granted we are both in relationships but even my husband said "It's weird neither of you has said at least Hi."
I am wondering how do I keep attracting this person in my life, on 3 different occasions? And why is it so hard for one of us to initiate a conversation? Did I manifest him talking to the other woman on the train? I will say I prefer he approaches me rather than me approach him. Is there a better way to manifest him saying hi to me?
Thanks for your help on this.
Let's get to Hi.