I've Lost My Child... And I Have Been Lifted...

by Lu Oyola
(New York)

I am forever grateful for precious heavenly father GOD to help me through the worst time of my life. Although it took 6 years to be awaken. I lost my only precious daughter to an unexpected death...a car accident. I couldn’t sleep... couldn’t work, think, dress or eat.

How does one bury their own child without being traumatized...I am known to be a very strong person. this is what brought me to my knees in anguished...Everyday I pray...and I never questioned GOD why she passed away...its a respect I have to my precious FATHER.

I knew HE had nothing to do with it.. and I knew it was something out of HIS hands....but still and all, my PAIN was so great...Holidays, birthdays, pictures, videos, her belongings.. all were too devastating to celebrate or touch....

One day I ASKED him why and I finally got a sign...a beautiful awakening...a form of peace.. an "Okay" feeling I thought I would never reach...It felt like a water cleansing my inner body...too hard to explained but so endearing.

For those who dare not to ask....ASK...GOD is a BIG boy and HE can handle it...