I have written to you earlier also. I am pasting our past communication after this message. I went throug "Site Build It". My baby is 6 months old now. But I have not yet figured out what I would like to do even if I use SBI. It is very painful to leave my baby at home with strangers and come to work. I cant concentrate here. Though I am earning very well here, I want to be at home and earn. But still I am not able to figure out what to do. I am killing my soul coming everyday to work ( I cry everyday on the way to work), but I have to earn money. Not because my husband is not earning. It because I dont want to lower my standard of living. After all even when the my baby grows up, she will also need this security.
Pls help me. I am really dying slowly..I DONT HAVE AN IDEA WHICH INSPIRES ME TO START WORKING AT HOME..
HERE IS THE COMMUNICATION WE HAD IN PAST
I am a 29 year working female professional, risen fast in career in last 4-5 years, married the love of my life and always got the monetary increment I asked for. I am 8 months pregnant now. I have bought a beautiful house, which is on loan right now.
Now my desires...I don’t want to work anymore. I just don’t have the passion, which was there in me for the corporate career. I keep praying to god to give my some idea, some miracle so that I get a windfall gain of money (exact mount is there in my mind). So that I am able to pay back my home loan, get beautiful interiors of my house done, full fill my desire to pamper myself with foreign holidays, buy expensive jewellery, and take care of my baby,, and have another baby..
I just don’t know the "how" part of this windfall gain of money that I wish for. I have no idea or ambition in my mind, which can help me accomplish this money.. The only thing in my mind is that I want this sudden windfall gain of money..
